In Love With The Demon President

Lucian's POV

I was very surprised to hear these words from her. She is the one that always tells me to leave her alone, and now she is telling me she was sad. I graduated with a first class in aeronautical engineering, but I don't think I will ever be able to understand women.

They just have so many things going on in their mind, that it is close to impossible for someone to actually know what they want, how they want it and when they want it.

"Okay, I am sorry I left you on our wedding night. But, I did come to you, so I would apologize.

Even when I told you that I wasn't the one who brought her into the house. I told you that Nana did, but you just refused to believe me and you sent me away" I actually felt a lump in my throat, when I remembered how she had chased me away from her room that night.

"Silly you" she used four of her fingers to push my head away.

"I know I sent you away, but that doesn't mean that you should go to her. And don't even lie to me,I heard her screaming from your room. I know that she is better than me.

I am sure you enjoyed every moment with her" a drop of tear fell from her eyes, as I wiped them away.

How will I be able to explain to her that whenever I get h*rny.

I desperately need a woman to satisfy me. I am not human, so I cannot always suppress my urge like them. So many times, I have tried to, but it didn't end well for me.

And if I keep forcing myself on Havana, then I might end up hurting her one day.

"I'm sorry" were the only words I could bring myself to say to her, while she looked away from me. She didn't even want to look at me, and it broke my heart.

"Havana please look at me" I spoke softly to her, caressing her face.

She managed to look at me, and then she turned away.

She sat on my bed, as she folded her legs,so her head would rest on her knee. She became very silent for a long while, and her silence was like a poisonous gas,choking me with every second passed by.

"Say something please. Tell me if you have forgiven me "I went close to her, as I forced her to straighten her legs so she would rest her head on my lap.

"What use is it? You don't find me attractive anymore. Maybe, that is why you are going after another woman. I wish I was as pretty as her, then maybe you would still look at me." She sounded very sad, and her words sounded very funny.

How on Earth does she think that Angela is more attractive than her? The only reason Angela looks that way is because she works on herself a lot, and it's very obvious.

I even feel like Havana has a better body figure than her.

"That's not true. You are very very attractive, and beautiful" I complimented her looks, as she got comfortable laying on my lap, while I used my thumb to massage her lips. She looked like she was enjoying it.

I carefully made backwards strokes on her hair, while I hummed.

I felt like I was carrying a child in my arms, and honestly the way Havana reasons sometimes wasn't so far from the way a child reasons.

"Lucian, how does it feel like to be president?" She asked me, and I felt like that was the very first time she had called my name with respect. I mean without her shouting at me, or getting mad, or being scared of me. It sounded nice hearing my name from her lips, so nice that it almost turned me on.

"Well, it's hectic, especially because I have a stubborn wife. I have to deal with my wife and the country, it really isn't very easy" I confessed to her and she giggled.

"I am not stubborn, you are" she retaliated.

"And what do you mean?" I questioned her, still stroking her hair gently.

"Well, anytime I ask you to do something, then you surely do the opposite. If I say you should stop touching me, you will continue. If I say you should leave me alone, then you never leave" she explained, and I chuckled at her theory.

"Me doing all these things, does not actually mean that I am stubborn. What it actually means is that I do not like the words "Stop and Leave " I explained to her and she remained silent.

"I like the way you defended me in front of that sales representative, but was buying the entire chain store really necessary?" She asked me.

"Yes" I simply replied and shrugged.

"Why?" She asked again, and I tilted my head, this time rubbing my fingers against her soft face.

"Well, because money is power. And, I feel you needed to have power over her so she would know to treat you better next time…." I wasn't even able to finish my last statement when she interrupted me.

"So you used your money to get the power," she asked again.

"Yes" I nodded.

She was just in the mood to talk, and I was in the mood to answer as many questions as she had to ask.

Her question and answer section didn't last long as everywhere suddenly became quiet.

I was enjoying the position that we were in so much, I didn't even notice that she had fallen asleep on my lap.

She looked like a gentle butterfly, and I am sure I must have pushed her to go out and do the crazy thing she did. I really didn't want to hurt her,she looked too fragile and delicate in my arms.

I carefully adjusted so I would lift her head from my lap,and place her on the bed in a manner that wouldn't make her wake up.

The smell of alcohol that I was perceiving from her was just too much for me to bear, as I began to undress her. I walked up to my closet and picked one of my big white shirts.

I wore it on her, as it looked like a mini gown on her. It's either I am too big, or she is too small….because what is this?. I really found it amusing, but either way it was really cute though.