chap1

Chap 1

Past

Sarah

In just a few hours she will be married to Theo Grey and will become Mrs.Grey. Blushing at the thought of marrying someone as charming and handsome as Theo. He does intimidate her but he hasn't shown any signs of anger towards the marriage since it is arranged.

She is curvy with soft feminine looks. During the small times, they can be around each other, he would compliment her often. He makes her laugh, asks about her likes and dislikes, sometimes bringing small gifts for her. She smiled and looked herself in the mirror she does look beautiful in this stunning dress ....she blushed what Theo will say to her tonight...their first night as a married couple.

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Stepping into a big room with a royal appeal and a giant bed, black and grey coating the walls, not her favorite colors but suiting the room and going well with her husbands' personality.

She would like to add some color by adding some colorful pillows or decoration pieces to make it look bright and subtle. She hopes to do so as soon as they settle down.

Now that they are married and it is their wedding night, she is nervous. It would be her first time and she knows that Theo is far from innocent, never the less she is still excited. She was sitting on their bed waiting for Theo when she heard the door open and Theo walking it. Her heart was racing and she looked at her husband face. He looked so handsome in his suit. Theo walked towards her slowly and put his hand under her chin gently. She was sure her whole face was red from her blushing so hard and Theo can clearly see that. He lifted her up and turned her to face him. She thought he might kiss her so she closed her eyes waiting for a kiss that never came.

Instead of his lips meeting her face his hand did. She felt the hard slap on her face making her fall. She could feel her lips gush with blood. She was so shocked that for a moment she felt the ground slipping from her feet. Tears were filling her eyes but no words were said. All these questions were filling her mind. She looked up to see his cold, angry, blue eyes filled with hate glaring at her.

"Theo." She whimpered.

He slapped her again, this time with much more force. She felt her eyes throbbing painfully and found it difficult to keep her eyes open.

"Shut up you whore, don't ever say my name again, do you understand," he said opening his mouth for the first time this night.

"Theo, why...why are you doing this to me-  before she could finish her sentence she felt the air being knocked out of her lungs as he brutally pushed her against the wall, hitting her head, she winced and her beautiful brown hair was now roughly grabbed at by Theo's hands.

"I just told you don't call me by my name, you will address me as Sir or Mr.Grey, and nothing more" he harshly said

She starts shaking uncontrollably and closes her eyes hoping for this to all be a bad dream. Her eyes flowing rivers of tears that appear to make Theo even angrier.

She shakily says through her tears, "I'm sorry sir...please tell me what I did....wh-why are you doing this to me?"

He laughs darkly, "Poor girl, you'll know why I married you very soon, but to make it easy for your dumb brain, it's payback time towards the Blake family and what they have done to my family"

"I-I don't understand what you're talking about, just fucking leave me alone", Sarah shouted at him. She's scared, angry, alone and she needs to get out of here.

Theo then slapped her for a third time that night, near her eyes she felt a bruise starting to form and yet again struggled in keeping her eyes open.

"You little bitch, is this how you talk to your husband? Don't you ever shout at me again otherwise I'll break this delicate neck of yours, you get it!"

She was so scared now wanting to run away, "Please I'm begging you, let me go, let me go to my family"

He mockingly tsk's, "You will beg soon sweetheart and believe me your situation will be much worse than this." "And where would you go? To the family that sold you to me? Oh wait you didn't know that this marriage is only an agreement to boost up your so-called family business, your family agreed to have nothing to do with you, they wanted your younger brother to succeed"

"No, no what ar-what are you saying?" She sobbed.

"You are yet again doubting me, believe me, you won't like the consequences but since you have a mind of a 4-year-old, I'll explain it one last time, your family has decided not to have anything to do with you for the future of their son. I can understand since they lost their oldest son 4 years ago in that car accident, they don't want to risk their other sons future." He said smugly.

Sarah now understood.

He blackmailed her family cause why else would they do what they've done. It still broke her heart to hear that her family doesn't love her enough to save her from this monster. She would even give her life for her younger brother like they have but be hearing all this was breaking her.

She sobbed, "Please tell me this is a misunderstanding, what do you want from us, from me? I haven't hurt anyone please."

"Are you sure about that? Because this is all from a mess you made, even your parents are aware of it"

She freezes, "I don't know what you are talking about, I haven't done anything wrong."

Suddenly Theo grabbed her neck, cutting off any air supply, "You're a really dumb girl to lie to my face, do want to die tonight? On our wedding night wife?"

Sarah's felt her heart stopping for a moment. Even with all the events that happened tonight, he still wanted to sleep with her.

Oh god please, save me from this man

She looks over at her husband to find him staring at her like she's his prey.

She tries to run but he's quick at grabbed her and pulling her to him, "My dearest wife, you are making this more difficult for you, now be a good girl and take off your wedding dress and stand over there." He said pointing to the couch near the bed.

She shakes her head, "Please don't do this."

He shakes his head in frustration and takes her to the couch and in seconds her wedding gown is ripped and thrown to the ground. The sound of the clothes ripping was terrifying enough. She felt and wished to faint, that way she wouldn't have to face this humiliation and cruel treatment.

He taps her already bruised cheek, "Don't you dare faint you, shitty actress, I helped remove this good for nothing dress, now do as I tell you to do " he says to her, making her feel like a child.

She looks at her wedding dress and sobs even more now. She loved this dress the first time she saw it and now here it was ripped and covered in her blood. She holds her hand in a praying position, "I'm sorry for whatever I've done but please don't do this, I can't do this knowing how much you hate me."

He looks at her strangely, "Sorry? Just sorry, I'll make you feel sorry after I'm done with you, now take off your underwear from your hideous body"

She looks down as soon as he starts talking about her body and slowly takes off her bra and underwear. He signals for her to come closer, she walks closer.

"Lie down on the bed"

She did what she was told, her only companion being her tears. He suddenly flips her onto her stomach, "I can't f-ck you looking at your face, this would be much better for me."

She violently starts shaking in embarrassment. She knows that it will hurt the first time. Before she thought of it as a gift a wife can give her husband but now she knows it'll bring her pain and him the only pleasure. She hears him fumble with his zipper, then he slaps her butt harshly and without any warning or preparation, he shoves himself inside her. She violently screams like someone has cut her body into tiny pieces. She tries to get away but he roughly grabs her hair with one hand and her hips with the other as he brutally thrusts inside her.

She screams and begs but he just laughs, "Well here's a surprise, this is much better than I imagined but no wonder no ones f-cked you before, your face ruins it all. Get used to begging since that's all you'll be doing during our marriage."

She can smell her blood and the intense pain running through her body. But all she can do is cry and stay still till her husband is satisfied. When he's done, he roughly pulls out of her, she winces as he starts talking again, "Go f-cking clean yourself and when you come back lie on the floor, this bed is not for wh-res like yourself, hurry up"

He slaps her butt once more before going to the balcony to smoke.

After he leaves Sarah crawls to the bathroom, locking herself to cry in peace and for her faith and future.